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I was looking though my emails and noticed that i saved my Live journal name and password.(yes i have to do that because i forget this shit all the fucking time!)And though hum, who the fuck cares about lj still? and i read my last two post and though...oh yeah i guess...i do. well as long as im posting i suppose i will tell all.
I absolutely am obssesed with and adore my boy Tracy. his so amazing and im really happy i meet someone thats so perfect for me! yes, there is one down fall. And that being hes a Capricorn. But my horoscope clearly states (and this means a lot to me :]) that our opposites attract and in the end make us both better people. I'm really supper happy! I'm also moving in with him...well currently hahaha! he also got Beautiful Katamari and its SO COOL! so is Viva Pinata!
I'm also really super happy about my recent suicide girls e-mails I've been receiving and am set up for a test shoot this Sunday! wish me good luck! YA!
i think i feel so good in part, because Tracy's got me eating healthy food and encouraging me to exercise and quit smoking and drinking. Wahoo!
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[05 Nov 2010|05:25pm] |
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im siting at home, stoned. listening to really good music and surfing the very large percentage of old, almost famous, yet distubingly ugly/untalented musician's on myspace.com Who seem to be wanted by anyone over 40 and single. its a little more than sad, sigh. but really interesting. enough to lurk around and read some creepy ass comments. its s good laugh.
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| i love fall to winter. |
[16 Oct 2010|09:55pm] |
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For the first month of my move i really didn't even want to think about guys. not only because i only kept getting hit on by creepy creeps but, my mixed feelings about Sam and Mike and not knowing if i was going to have enough to eat and it's scary when your that close. like your more high strung and not cool to be around. Witch is understandable eh?
Now, after i went to my moms and got my fish tank and pillow, blanket and other such things that make home feel like home. Well everything was all fine. i was doing really good at work and not thinking about boys, witch made me a more interesting person because i wasn't that person with a lot of inner turmoil. its crazy but i felt it happening and i saw the change. i now feel a lot more like myself and I'm kind thinking about boys again!(witch first got me thinking about city boys, witch made me really confused and scared. I'm not a dating kind person i guess ha ha ha!)
Well, we all know its because mike called and : / he wants to see me again for winter and misses me which is sweet, and i would love to visit again. But maybe i shouldn't, if nothings going to happen if I'm not there?....you know in Colorado. And moving out of state would be a lot :< I'm not ready to even think that.
So, then I've also been thinking a lot about Sam. :D and our school days :P well yeah, picture reminiscing did no one any good. because it makes you think about all the things that were awesome in your relationship.(i know is bad D:) Well i just don't even know how i feel about anything? him moving? if he can do it? if he can get a ride? if he has money? if hes serious.....because i couldn't just not help him move out of E.D.H if it was something he really wanted to do. because there is endless potential in this city. And i really think everyone should move here.
Not being alone on the holidays is a really nice thing to think about.
And i know who wont be very cold, eh Gracie! yeah! ye got yourself a wee man, a Tiny man? HA ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha, sorry that's just funny. Whats this movie you were talking about since we didn't have much time to discuses all the new happenings?
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[01 Sep 2009|12:21pm] |
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Long live live journal! Haha jk. I'm just here to look up sex tips :D
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[12 Sep 2008|04:44am] |
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Today was the strangest day ive had yet.
i woke kinda early 9:00
took a bus to work.
worked for an hour, and almost had to go home cuz the guys car broke down in the middle of a job.
(involving my other room mate jake and his friend.)
but ended up working 3 hours for today.my boss bought me a cookie though.and i gave him pink rice crispy treats.
my boss had his car towed, and was pissed.
walked home with jake and said friend.
skated a little, it was fun!
went home, drank a little.got really stoned.
played a lot of puyo pop with b.
my friend billy wants to talk to me. but i don't really want to.
im also being forced to see him when i return to el do this sunday, and i have to see sam too. not to mention spend as much time as possible with grace and Erica.
i dont want a boyfriend right now. but i am really lonely i wish me and sam could still be friends.maybe we can fix that this weekend.
Mike is off doing his own thing. i think hes still dating that one girl, but i have absolutely no intention in perusing him. we are just too different. but good friends we shall always be. i feel better being his friend and supporting him that messing with his emotions and not being able to say anything.what ever is supposed to happen will. i trust in the universe.
i might not make rent even though im working my ass off. im getting paid shit, and it really hard for me to do anything about it but get a new job.
i feel to self conscious here to apply is sad.
but im going to do it anyways.
and i also got an e-mail from a suicide girl photographer, who offered to take my pictures.im thinking about that too.
i have a lot think about.
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[11 Sep 2008|08:08am] |
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well absolutely nothing happened today.
i went to work and texted my friends in the back else.
then after doing that for 3 hours i counted my drawer,
learned some Russian for the day,
went home and drank 2 beers
smoked a lot of pot......
Then i read my horoscope.
It says "The relationship issues that have been coming up again and again could be back on your plate now. Others may seem less reliable than you prefer, yet there's nothing you can do to rein them in. On the other hand, you might need to suppress your own recklessness. Remember, you need to deal with yourself; worrying about anyone else is just a distraction."
Then (most interesting part of my day)
mike calls. its weird and silent and besides talking about politics. we talk about nothing...
10 minutes later when i sulking because i don't know what to think...
sam calls me.
I haven't talked to sam for 2 months! besides one e-mail. witch i never got a response from.
And we have a pleasant conversation even though im a little drunk and talking to my brother in the background. it was nice. and now im happy.
i might come down this weekend. my moms bribing my brother. i'll let you know.
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| AHHHH! |
[06 Sep 2008|08:20pm] |
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MY FOOTS ASLEEP> BUT I WANT TO WALK!
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| 9/6 |
[06 Sep 2008|07:45pm] |
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Well, SF is pretty cool. What wasn't cool was when i was literally broke for 3 weeks. And lived of eating rice. I truly feel like a starving student/artist/teenage. I also have never watched a Betta for 2 hours.......well, I have been trying to keep myself occupied.
Becuse i wake up and no one's home,
take a shower put music on eat some rise.
Smoke a bowl.....watch people on the streets,
go onine and maybe play a little Puyo Pop.
Which i have gotten sickly good at....and then go to work till god knows when,
walk home,
make dinner(more rice),
eat,
get stoned,
watch a movie,
go to bed.
And not having any friends anywhere. is really taking a tole on my delicate self, lol. Well, hearing form everyone really does make me feel 96% better. But i had a depressing thought last night after i smoked so much, i got dizzy. Then everyone goes to bed......now, why did we get stoned if were going to sleep immediately after? i know you get tired but we should do something? Well, i know i will just enjoy having my friends around when it happens, that much more. I cant wait to have AN INTERESTING conversation. which a lot of people here lack. sadly.
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| Todays my thursday. |
[20 Jan 2008|06:51pm] |
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Work went well. Playing with dogs is really exhausting. And aw i played with the cutes Akita. i think Shiba Inu's are my favorite, not to mention how gentle and adorable greyhounds can be. But every dog is different and it really depends on how there owner treats them. i hate how i fall in love with a new dog everyday, and the next day they went home. but i guess thats what makes thing new and exciting. i miss my panda bear :''(
I also had my test shoot with Taye Suicide. it was awesome, she super nice and really thought that we could have fun. So i will most likely be shooting in a million dollar condo, owned by Trays boss. Im really excited! so far the date is Febuary 2nd. woot woot!
http://www.tayloremade.com/photograghy
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| im using this. |
[18 Aug 2007|11:40pm] |
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Well i've been listening to a lot of really good music LOL! Usually just listen to the radio but what can i say, ts just way to crappy.
I WORK AT TWISTED!?!?! how did this happen. well im not asking im just really happy about it. if this job is what i think it is. im going to to the happiest person you know!
tomorrow morning i'll be traveling to San Francisco. where...maybe i'll get a job. well we will see. if i get a good job offer down there, twisted just might have to deal. plus i would rather have 1 and a half a jobs(because im still getting trained)than move and not have any job at all.
i haven't been high for a really long time.I have never been this desperate/sober/anxious/addicted.
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| Ah haha ha ha ah..oh god im bored. |
[16 Aug 2007|11:14pm] |
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Your fairy is called Thorn Hailfly She is a protector of the lonely. She lives in brambles and blackberry bushes. She is only seen at midday under a quiet, cloudless sky. She wears purple and green like berries and leaves. She has cheery turquoise wings like a butterfly.
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| it stupid reporting this over lj but. |
[24 Dec 2006|10:52am] |
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i didnt want to call you all and cry so. the news is chase isnt doing so well, they took the fuild out of his heart yesterday and it was back this morning. but nothing is really been said, he still needs to go to professional to see what trype of tumor he has. you all should come visit him soon, <3.
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[24 Dec 2006|10:19am] |
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me and courtney bonded over a bing.
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[06 Dec 2006|11:34pm] |
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[04 Dec 2006|12:58pm] |
todays the day....
the imortal story is done and will be posted asap.
along with the sunset picture of grace and her lover.
yesssssssssssssssssssssssssss.
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